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i know that this should not be that rough,
you won't but you might,
and that's enough,
can't help myself from feeling like i do,
when i'm awake i'm dreaming of you,

i try not to think about that,
i'm worked up need to drink to relax,
my brains already planted the seed,
this is harder than it should be,

nothing adds up,
i can't tell what's too much,

when i'm alone i get in my head,
i'm jealous i hate the boy that i am,
too much ambition rooted in fear,
i hate that it kills me when you're not here.

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from VERY SPECIAL, track released April 21, 2019

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